If you are reading this girl :
i really don know wad to say anymore ,
i really didnt meant to kept things and lie to you ,
i swear i really think of ur feelings for everything i've done ,
i know wadever i say now is useless , but i just wanna let u know
the reason i did all these is coz i really like u and i dun wan u to feel hurt ,
im not treating u as a idiot or wad by not telling you , i wanted to tell u but i just dono how to bring it up.
im really sorry i didnt know things will turn out this way ,
i hope u will forgive me , i really wann talk to u again.
i miss u badly ,
END. i hate myself.
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love
Hope is hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
And where I'd love to be, oh yeah
Dear God the only thing I ask of you
Is to hold her when I'm not around